Broken and In Love

“You will never know

Just how much I would give up

to have you in my life”

Every morning I wake up with a hope to see you

I know that it won’t change anything

But a fire deep down in the caves of my emotions knows

The mere sight of you would bring a smile on my face.

I don’t know why but

The moment I see you, I find myself with a different soul

A soul made of my disappointments, a soul with all my failures, a soul of my weakness, a soul that no one would accept.

Despite all my imperfections, my friends always held my hand and saved me from falling into the dark well of my own thoughts and helped me realise that i’m in fact, better than this.

I have learned two important things in life, self respect and respect for the one I love.

Eventually, as usual, I get on my feet with hope filled up to the brim,

but backing off this time, to maintain some distance from you.

Here’s to the broken year, and the broken road with the broken me, reminding me of respect that i deserve.

She was different

There was something about her that made her seem like that one star which shines the brightest in a million

It won’t always go the way you want it to,

But that’s okay